Hi i’m Keira. I’m not sure if anyone ever reads this but let me tell you some things about me. My blog will say it all, pretty much but I’ll just say now that I am sixteen, turning seventeen in august and I am a really emotional person. I’m from the UK and I spend most of my life on the internet because I hate the real world, and what kind of shit it has in it. I love my music, as you can see from my sidebar. My friend James travelled 7 and a half hours to where I live so that I could see my favourite band live, I honestly will never be able to thank him enough for what he did for me. *Jeez I hope he doesn’t read this that’s embarassing*.
I’m cold in person, shy, I find it so difficult to talk as I have crippling anxiety and low self-esteem. I really do not find myself beautiful, on the inside or the outside.. just after what I’ve done and how I see myself. I’m really stupid, but human. I make mistakes and I am still learning. People judge me for some things I’ve done, and it’s not like I intended them to happen. Some of them have ruined my life. I’ve self-harmed before, but stopped in April 2013 and haven’t done it since then. I usually cry myself to sleep unless I’ve had a really good day. From June 2012 to the present my life has been a rollercoaster of hell. I’m not smart or talented, there’s not much special about me and I don’t think I’m going to get very far in life. And sometimes I feel like I cannot take it any more, but I’m still here. Because of people like James, and my many other friends. A few of them are (in no particular order):
http://iv0ry—b0nes.tumbr.com - Amy
http://dannymeows.tumblr.com - Danny
http://inrobshead.tumblr.com - Rob
http://neonstreetthrowup.tumblr.com - Kristina
http://tostimonster.tumblr.com - Ella
http://irrevocablyshortfused.tumblr.com - Marta
http://perfects0ng.tumblr.com - Chloe
http://dryandsarcastic.tumblr.com - Lana
http://ce-les-ti-al.tumblr.com - Liz
http://gabrielt16.tumblr.com - Gab
http://nickfjohnson.tumblr.com - Nick
and many others like the rest of my Ohana family (you guys know who you are), Ash, the Sexual Saints who have gave me the giggles many times, some `H` friends and RainbowHookers people too, and just anyone who has helped me. Thank you all, honestly, for saving my life.
If there is anything else you’d like to know about me, go to my ask page. I’m generally really open.